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[16 Jul 2005|10:49am] [ mood | tired.&bitchy. ] [ music | The Myriad ] chil-e fest fng sucks. i ♥ andrea, josh, margo, corey, dave&drew very much so. and this morning im just about ready to fucking KILL someone. MY MOM WENT TO THE ZOO W/O ME!!! fng CUNT. &&on top of that im missing Lance's show tonight because of a grad party, and this rachael girl is coming from like 2 hours away to go to the party&sleep over. so i gotta stay home cause of her. butttt on a good note. i think im seeing Dave<3333 sunday/monday-ish??? kay pc. [lights out, i’m looking for a reason to walk away from this decision breaking more than promises, breaking more than us right now i’m looking for the..] f1 ck/ [X]

we were lead to lead lovers, we kissed so well. [15 Jul 2005|03:24pm] she lured him in with a masochistic kiss and he wished he could be anywhere but here [arm in arm we walk outside so that all we've done was not in vain] somehow, for now, this skin will have to do. this is the last night in my body. [X]

wardens calling on jailbreak babyyy [15 Jul 2005|03:19pm] [ mood | eh ] [ music | the agony scene ] sooo. im using it again. chili-fest tonight w/ andrea! madd fucked week. WxS..re-united!!?? whatev..leigha cant do shit for herself anymore. [X]

[20 Apr 2005|08:31am] [ mood | heh. ] [ music | i wont see you tonight pt. 1_ ] i like new people, they make me feel good about myself, unlike the same old friends that get sick of me ...all the time. and dont say thats not true cause i can tell by the fucking way you act, pricks. i hate liars, and i hate when people lie to my face, ecspecially about dumb shit. i'm gonna start working on a few things about me, like lets say my personality because brittany told me yesterday that she hates how i'v been acting, and she said "like your personality". so i wanted to tell her to get her own opinions but i was already being a big enough bitch, i didnt want to make it any worse. sexmakeup :your a fucking bitch sexmakeup :you really are sexmakeup :bye ^^yep, thats me. so i tell her the truth, tell her everything that fucking goes on in my head cause she asks, and does everything she wants for her...and thats how i get treated. dont you just love best friends. I AT LEAST WANT ONE RELATIONSHIP TO BE THE LEAST BIT GOOD.god. i dont even ask much from people, and they fucking treat me like asshole. people treat me like crap & i take it, but then when i get sick of it and turn around and treat them the way they treated me, and the way they deserve it...they fucking flip out. so for the past 3 nights i've been feeling super emo, so everynight ive went to my room at 830 turned on The Notebook & of course cried my eyes out because that is seriously the cutest fucking movie ever. *sigh* i wish my relationship was like that. well this is a long entry, i dont think any of you care...so im going. and by the new people i was talking about at the beginning of this hate trip, i was referring to CASEYFUCKINGPALERMO. yeah, cause hes a joy to talk to & he always leaves me messages when im away, that make me feel better when i come back. later. f2 ck/ [X]

a hero's trial [19 Apr 2005|09:03am] [ mood | what ] [ music | odd project<33 ] i'll forget you ever thought of yourself without me, and brought to my attention just how lonley this world can be. just take it all back. we both know i can happily act naive. and these blankets of hope that used to smother me are now mere threads... slipping through my caullused fingers. im sorry you took every word i said to be a promise. f4 ck/ [X]

[13 Apr 2005|07:13pm] [ mood | yay:) im happy again. ] [ music | he is legend<333 ] i cut my hair again, woo hoo, big change. and i fucking loveeeee it! who's the genious♥ mememeeeeeee.<33333333 ♥♥[ILOVEYOU]♥♥ [X]

[12 Apr 2005|08:21pm] [ mood | imSOexcited:):) ] [ music | anberlin.♥ ] spring break -equals- BRANDON'S ALL WEEK. BRANDON'S ALL WEEK -equals- a whole lotta my baaabbbbyyy:):):):) WOO HOO. im so excited. and im excited about the way i did my journal, so excited i did my myspace like it too:):):) ALRIGHTY THEN.im gonna go:):):) LATER♥ f2 ck/ [X]

[10 Apr 2005|04:23pm] .[some will be friends only]. f11 ck/ [X]

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